composing feelings
Have already written quite a lot of songs but these are a list of recent works since 2000.
Jeans
What a big mole!
Love of my life
美好回忆记
Her Regrets
爱情保险
Mesmerize my heart
Reach out your hand[sichuan]
Brave
Ambiguous
快乐生日
是凯长大
Happily/快乐的
命中注定
Attention
We will be there
简单复杂
Sunflower
荧光棒
幽默感
不再爱
Acronym like FML is getting on de heat... but i prefer MILA [my life is average]... i like life when its simple :D and i nearly cried reading GMH [gives me hope]... the world is really still full of hope...
so hence my bloggin adrealine is back... woot heck if life was average... i still wanna blog abt it... :D went to work today after so long HEE... and was pretty bored when there is nthing much to do as its close for a event comp. AIYA red bull sponsored de event but AIYA nv get to drink alot of it... but den again if i did... my eyes would prolly be twice de size open now... HEE anw here are pictures that i will make a good use of those Acronyms... hee
Me and my work mate was pretty bored... so... we played BINGO...!!
S: 13... Pew: 11... O S: 9...I Pew: 7 BINGO!! Walks in my boss whom smiled at me... FML
yey... my face so cute and adorable rite...GMH I really love pudding.... he is a hamster and not ham... IABL[i am being lame]
Look at my average but insane frens... i love u buds... alot... MLIA...
OHHH cutie thing tat sms me tat she miss me when she was half asleep... its a super... GMH
Sudden urge to watch Aladdin the movie... MLIA
Thursday, December 17, 2009
1:04 AM
CHRISTMAS!! is COMING!
YAO LAI LE~! its coming oh my... kinna excited lay... HAHA This sun is gng to be de choir concert and Treasa, TH, Fangy is coming... hoping more would join... AHHHH first time... bringing ppl to church after so long... i previously had phobias... when i was young i kanna PS. den i cry back... super POOR THING!! i am sucha cry baby... when i was younger but now... abit hard for me to cry la.. unless its super sad show...
today today went to help SASA with de flea booth so fun!! sales quite well... den after which shar accompanied me to buy something... thanks so much! and i manage to saw Shar's younger brother haha so cute! thier eyes look alike. teehee
den went back home and i suddenly got this stroke of wanting to earn more cash so i went to ask ard at lot one whether are they hiring... went thru a few of form fillin ups... and leaving of my number. den i went home shagly... :D and there was another STROKE of BRILLIANCE! i manage to do wad i wanted to do for my text for the musical booklet SUPER HAPPY AFTER WHICH!! hahahaahaha den went to meet fangy for awhile before heading home... SIMPLE LIFE.. but i like! Ahh I L Y!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
1:33 AM
URBAN SWEET
SOulmate laid de path down for me... she feels tat in order to be my lover my future bf have to be de following points. If not we wont last long... obviously de person hv to love me la...
- The person must appreciate music so as to able to hold conversations about my passion.
- The person must be able to relate to my jokes and feed my ego and laugh to my humor.
- To cook and satisfy my hungry stomach
- Patient to tolerate my laziness and my random moments...
- To manage my cash and life style
- Not too temperamental so i am able to coax that person
- Black Frame Specs :D
- Appreciative, cause i like to do many small stuff for my lover.
there is 3 more points but i cant recall... but its already so sweet le...
Monday, December 14, 2009
1:34 AM
Pre- Christmas Party 2009
Woot... with SA dancers... BBQ-ed at bishan... chicken mid joints and drumlets! HEAVENLY! with VODKA in de house... went totally seh after 10.30pm HAHA i tink it was a night that many many saw de different sides of me and fangy. HEE HIGH FIVE!! yey we win de crowd HAHA... de day started with me and shar tryin to start de fire... until MR A saves de night. we cooked lots of drumlets! YUMMY! and i burn my thumb... but good thing i got a nurse by my side la hor... smoke went into my eyes too... keep tearing non stop... den all de fun started rolling in when i ask fangy why she look so sian... and she reply: CUZ ITS SO SIAN!
did i hear wrongly? SIAN? did she jus say sian? no no i cant let this happen... so truth, dare/ double dare was started! \m/. it was quite extreme but i played even more extreme... HAHA it brought in quite a few laughter... and soon it was just left with a few of us... couldnt rmb most of de story... but i woke up at home realizing the CLEANING IN PROGRESS yellow sign was at home. den i sms fangy to ask her why... den she explained la AHHA... hilarious...! too crazy of a night to be repeated every week. OKOK its a once in a life time affair.
goodly surely... fangy was home safely... if not i will stay grabbing ppl to sit on them liao. HEE see i am so protective over my soulmate~ okok... sleeping soon... BYE hv to wake up early early to meet fangy.... seeing her in 4 hrs time. (:
oh ya... dun say u quit smoking when u are still puffing away... like wad fangy say... u never keep to ur words... damn she was right... and you are left... hmm left alone? thanks ar for lighting that stick... it totally killed ur game. u knoe i am being mean in a kind way... cuz its a reality check over here. its time to face it... GOOD NITE :D u are on the right track really... time to get soemone new and stop waiting :x
Saturday, December 12, 2009
11:50 AM
Alumni Night 2009
Woot \m/. finally joining the alumnis to be an alumni. Lookin back in Stagearts WOW. de only thing that came into my mind was tat its my only achievement in my life so far. SA is a platform that i will never forget to allow for me to shine and let me be me for who am i. Thanks for the friends i made there. You were the truest!! Nick Kaye Yana Sharlene Siew Yin Treasa Choo Aybin Chua Soul!! and many more... and thanks to StageArts... i met my soulmate FANGY!! (: (: (: its a great feeling and honoured to perform along side my worst best fren one last time before i step down. My so call last performance in Stagearts. Thanks so much for making it possible. To sing along side the beautiful voice of fif's while my worst best fren and soulmate dance to my lyrics that i felt so greatly. A song about the struggles most Stage arters may go thru from year 1 till my stage. For as long u have each other... you will able to make it through, we will make it through. sigh... yey im a sucker i cried in the end. cause i really feel there is really a whole great part of me that i have to let down and go... many flashbacks was played that very night... the times where i got my first role... the feeling i get whenever each performance is over. the times i spent absorbing the atmosphere after each event. WE DID IT! :D and i believe its time for our juniors to shine... so do work hard to shine wide... i believe in you all... i will really miss my juniors... my year 1 2 drama mates... my year 1s dance juniors... so great to know each and everyone of you. Most of my happiest memories in Stagearts is spent with you guys... so dance well k... and i will cheer for you for future performance... you guys are great... its been a great wonderful experience to witness the growth of my juniors... from retarded acting [oppps] to big divas that can showcase so well from 2 left feet [kenneth... OOPPS kidding la] to performance that can really impress the crowd. sigh... so dun stop there... be daring... exceed your seniors's ability... exceed mine.[ok la nothing much to exceed anw.] bring SA to greater heights... for now its in your hands...DO DO keep the bond... for SA is like a body... all 4 dept cant work w.o each other. Thru Stagearts i am very happy to know people who made a influence in my life... i learnt alot from them... Alumnis You are great great HUMAN BEINGS!! you guys touch my life in a some way... i learn alot from you all... not only abt performing but also about life. And i respect that fact...
Thanks Rene for letting me come to your table after a long day at school to seek refuge and hype up before i continue my day. thanks for always being a listening ear to my retarded whinings, to let me fill up ur walls with my insane emo drawings, to allow me to express myself fully in the arts. To always giving me constructive comments to my acting singing composing... i really had so much fun with you!! hahaha love the rappings, the laughters, the heart to heart talks and the BIG hugs coming out from the little small you :D LOVE LOVE!!
Thanks Terrence for letting me know how the world society works and how life goes. how we shld lead our own being and be respectable. To not being look down upon and jus do wadever u believe u can do jus as long u believe in yourself and where ur passion take u too... AHH TT I LOVE U!! U ARE SUPER FUNNY LA BTH!!
Treasa!! thanks for being fangy's sister and a great fren to me... de little sweet actions, concern that you gave me. AHHH so touched... I LOVE YOU!
Thanks Anjana i didnt forget the fundamentals that you told in drama. the time where we all got scolded so badly before clubcrawl. :D
Thanks Aisha for making me feel that drama was a family... the reason why i stayed on.It was a important factor. Really! for without your effort in making my batch stay, i wont have stayed on.
Thanks Kaye for being a pain in the ass... for helping me in my shorts, to help me convert my ideas to scripts... its been like 2 times? that i worked with you to write a play? and its really great working along side with you.to make things come true!! HAHA love the times where we just slack and gossip LOL. really great to know you!...
Thanks nick ahhh.. u are my worst best fren.. but yet so much to say abt u... bottom line thanks for accepting me for who i am.
SHARLENE you kuku!! u are great the best so cute la... thanks for always listening my complains and always hve to tahan me whenever i vent my angers!! you are one awesome fren... thanks for matchmaking too LOL... u are Astar!! A1 NUMBER ONE!! muahaha rmb the stuff i told u k... and i love u many!!
SIEWYIN your craziness!! really still puzzles me... thanks for being my fren and sometimes alighted my views in some way or another... eh u can do it de. jiayou ok? dance head dun play play.. HAHA i believe in you like how fangy do.
Im proud to be a StageArter. Once a stagearter, always a stagearter!!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
7:55 AM
Flying high
Wooot.... i am scare of heights... not many ppl knw tat. LOL but still soulmate outing this time is gng to FLYER! its really cheap la.. manage to get the 10buck tix one so off we went. but it was a rainy day tat day... sucks man! so we went to munch some popeyes first. HEE i ate 2 milk biscuit! HEE MY FAVORITE!! and fangy ate her mash potato! THANK GOODNESS the rain was much lesser when we went up! VIEW WAS SO SO BREATH TAKING!
ok la u must be tinkin why so. so many construction ard! but but really i love Singapore... and seeing all de ppl and cars being so small. Its a amazing thing!! To see the esplanade and the sky turning darker... oh cuz we went up like 6.30 and when it was 7. Its dark le. so its really amazing... (: satisfied (:
pictures...
So... Stepping down in like 2 days time. mix feelings... damn~ cant wait actually... HEE but yet its when u officially leave SA. HAHA what an irony. BUT IM so looking forward for the play!! cuz... its fun~! to act haha and its de last time acting with my batch ppl. so im really happy for this last opportunity. (: HEE SA I AM SO GNG TO MISS U!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
1:16 PM
Bad romance
super hooked to that song now... WOOT lady gaga rawk hard! wanted to watch 2012 with fangy but turns out i download de wrong one... HAHA so freaking IRRITATING! roar.. i hate u TORRENT!
bleah... last nite was my sis's weddin dinner... nope not gng to see me in dress... we wore karen's traditional top instead. HEE superb COOL!
yep listening to bad romance still (: woot... ohoh i like taking photographs! and i am startin to feel stress... hv not yet to record... the song for alumni nite. though nick and fangy already cheoro de chorus.. which is super beautiful HAHAHA! they rawk big time!